Sometime mankind is very unique in this world. We trying to avoid those restless thing but it can't avoid...

Really really big challenge for me!!

Nv thought my new boss was a "head wind" lady, now I already know what is taste now.... Will try find a way to settle down with her.... Now I know why my general manager ask to polish my lady boss.... Haha

i just joining berjaya sompo for 3 weeks, there is really lot things need to learn and somemore i am quite new in underwrting.... alot new policy issue and lot ENDT to pass.... sigh.... " kui sei gor la"....
all colleague is very friendly so far.... especially, my boss really like to laugh... i do like her laugh cos sound bit EVIL.... but somehow the lunch kaki is bit boring .... i really dont know how to open the topic cos they are too " tan chun".... it makes me remember MS Teow... haha.....

How u all guys? doing great in OAC? i believe so. Since OAC is really a nice enviroment to work....  i also need to add OIL..........

哇。。。终于离开了 OAC.... 有点舍不得他们。。。 有时候在想为什么别的同事比自己部门的同事还要亲。。。。

老实说那些马来婆，不爽我很久。我离开公司也是因为她们（一点点）。

我离开那一天， 竟然没有一个向我送别。。。。。。。

感觉很悲哀。。。 送别不是她们而是别的同事。。。。。。

又是星期六了，时间过得真快，再多两个礼拜， 我要离开OAC 了。真的有点不舍得。没办法咯，人要往高处爬。

老实说，我还是第一次，朋友对我说叫我别骚扰或打电话给她，不然她会bar我的电话号码。。。。 其实，事情发生之前一个礼拜，大家还是好好好朋友，她还有打电话给我，还对我道歉，因为她那时没有接听我的电话。她也解释她很忙。其实我也明白，她的工做不简单。其实，我也很少打给她或则要她陪我在weekend 吃饭，因为我知道她需要休息，。。谁知道，在星期五，觉得想要问候她工作怎样了，因为最近她真的好忙，有时候拜六还要回来做工，谁知道好心被雷劈，竟然叫我别管她的工事。。那么上个礼拜你也问我的工作我也回答你，我也没有叫你别管我的工事，我真的服了你.

我知道你在忙的时候脾气会比较不好，所以我是想要劝你改一下，所以sent message 给你（当时我也被我家的事情搞了满伤心) 而你却说 better keep a distance, 因为以前我所做的东西让你很怕。我真的不明白你突然讲的话.

但是后来我还是觉得我的确做错了，我还是向你道歉。。

后来，可能我很重视我们的friendship，尽量找些话题让我们误会化解，所以不停打电话给你，可能你也觉得烦。。

我放弃了，我真的累了。我也不想跟你纠缠了。珍重，我还是让别人关心你好了

guilty mood

Colleague is going celebrate for me and having south tour, should ask i her to go, i am not sure whether she still scare me or keep distance... i am still struggling whether wanaa ask her or not.... last time she is not like that de, last time she tonite angry, 2molow happy, but this time she dint pick up my call.... i think i have done over and hurt her.....

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Soon to leave OAC

Wah... is been alomost 3 years in OAC, i think i already fit in the culture and the people here, suddenly to left there really cant adjustable but life have to move on, there is nothing can stop me. I scared might really sad on the last especially those Good colleague and those bosses......

Hmmm... can not, i must act cool, cos i dont know who will drop if i look sad.... actually, i wanna thanks my boss's Priscilla, she is really kind to me (100 % kind), i really nv nv meet such person b4, she teach me not revenge or treat ppl bad when other ppl treat u bad..... i will remember it boss... ur teaching is always in my mind.... Wah... she really nice boss..

Those colleague beside my own dept colleauge, the rest is very nice, especially the kaki in claim dept.... damm good,

1) Alex - really thanks for this 3 years accomoany, also thanks for your sacrifice ur time when i ask u accompany do this do that..... but dont act so cool in the future, gal dont like cool guy de.. must have a slight of humour..

2) Teow - This cute lady, i really dont know how to desribe her.... well, she is nice and friendly, and she nv tell lies b4 (what i sense), Kanasai Bully fam  really luckly get her as a Girlfriend, so here i also wanna send regard to them... fast fast mary la..... not young jor...

3) James - This tony Leung, just promoted as a manager in OAC ( Congratulation), really nv has a change to buy him a lunch.... must find a change to treat him.... and also congratulation to him having a new baby gal.......

4.) Jane - u r very soft and nice colleague, is nothin i can really comment about u but i wish happy always with your family.... Hubby sayang.....

Hard Decision

Ahh.... Finally , in a week of time i have make up my mind. That i am going to reject Boss Counter Offer, This is very hard for to do this decision although i stay OAC will get very attractive Bonus and Salary...

During that week of of making decsion, i accidently make (P) sad.... due to some SMS issue.. i just wanna appologise to her and i really really want to tell her that i am not mean it...

I understand that she just join company and also got alot of work to do, especially d Outstanding Claim files, everyday work until 7 or 8 PM, eventhough Saturday also need to work .... sometime wanna call her or ask her go to lunch also not free... i not blame her or complaint because this is her work... all i can do is mentally support her and waiting her call to ask us go out for lunch.... i just want her to know
that i am very agreed what she said that ppl should look forward or moving forward, but sometime also need to stop for a while and observe what happend to our surrounding..... ( i think now she is still resting at home.... haha.. she deserve it ), and also i hope she will using a nice tone to talk me eventhough she is in very very bz or at night...

I will talk to my boss 2molow... wish me good luck...

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其实当某些人企图隐瞒事实，总是有漏洞， 但你看穿过后，也不想去揭穿它，因为不想把它变成污点。。。。

还是往前看吧。。。 过去的事就让它随风而去

我几时可以让她回复我的信任呢？？？？？？

到底我 怎么了，球打的不好，觉也睡得不好。。。。。。。。。

4.14am， 热到～～～～ 醒了起来，想要继续睡但还是睡不着了。。。。。wuwuwu。。。明天肯定变成panda !!!!!!!

这个星期真的发生许多事情，最经典的是跟知己吵架。。。 但也庆幸的是看到她目前生活到很开心，偶尔只是让死佬气到～～～扎扎跳。

我。。。。。。。。。 真的好累了，希望新的公司赶快录取我，好让我脱离苦海。

啊。。最近的天气真是反复无常。。也许人生也象天气一样吧。
接下来， 我要奉劝大家要照顾身体哦，因位我的老板和同事住院了，真的有点担心她们，尤其是我的老板没了她我们会非常忙碌。还有她说我们不可以去探望她，真的好无奈，也许怕我们看到到她的庐山真面目（因为她已经54 岁了）哈哈哈哈。。。。
还有， 我要恭喜我的红颜知己，她终于找到工了，薪水还很高呢。。。一定要她请吃。老实讲，最近她真的瘦 了许多，憔悴了许多（当然啦，跟 Net Friend chat 到半夜四点，活该）...其实，她应该早一点休息 （想要骂她的，但由她吧，她的遭遇不是普通人可以承受的）加油喔喔。。
关于（L）了， 其实我也不想要讲太多了，那个男生的生活有点乱。而且还跟她的朋友睡过。算了，人家的事我还是少管吧。到这个阶段，我对（L) 有点失望。。。。我还是欣赏有理性和懂的是非的女生。

够了够了。。